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Elizabeth Edwards – My Connection

Elizabeth Edwards — my connection.

Do you ever wonder why we connect with famous people who have cancer?

I was stopped in my tracks when it was announced further treatment for Elizabeth Edwards was deemed unproductive. It’s interesting how such decisions are put into words as gently as possible. Those words really meant time was running out for her and there was nothing left to be done. Everyone, including me, began to speculate on how much time she had left; weeks, days or less.

As it turned out, it was less; in fact, only hours.

I was surprised by the effect this news had on me. Then again I wasn’t.

I felt a connection to Elizabeth Edwards for many reasons.

Elizabeth Edwards was diagnosed with breast cancer in November 2004. Earlier that same year, on my birthday in fact, my mother discovered her lump. My parents were planning a trip to my house to celebrate that day. They didn’t come.

You might want to read, A Birthday & an Uninvited Guest.

Cancer interrupts birthday celebrations. Cancer interrupts presidential races. Cancer interrupts life and no one’s life is immune.

Just like Elizabeth and her family rallied to deal with her cancer, my family rallied around my mother as we prepared for our own struggle. We followed how they were going. There was a bond between us.

There is an invisible bond between all cancer families.

Cancer doesn’t care if you are the wife of a rich Senator who is also running for Vice President of the United States, or if you are the wife of a retired high school history teacher (my mother) from a small Midwestern town.

Cancer is a great equalizer.

After Elizabeth’s and my mother’s diagnosis, things quieted down on the cancer front for a while, at least in our family. Everyone got on with their busy lives. We hoped cancer was halted or at least stalled. Months went by when we didn’t even talk about cancer, perhaps thinking if we kept quiet, cancer would as well.

Another election rolled around and once again the Edwards family was in the political spotlight as John Edwards ran, this time as a 2008 Presidential candidate.

Then the day came in March of 2007 when yet another announcement was made.

Elizabeth’s cancer was back, a recurrence, the news no cancer patient wants to hear. I watched them make their announcement matter-of-factly that day, standing together appearing unified in their decision, Elizabeth in her bright blue suit, looking poised and calm. Some people made judgments about their decision, criticizing them for continuing on with the race. Some even called her a bad mother.

People don’t stop judging you even when you have cancer.

In August 2007, my mother complained about pain in her shoulder and back. Tests were ordered and results revealed “spots,” a gentler way of saying recurrence. She was put on Zometa to slow growth of cancer in her bones. It was supposed to buy us more time.

It didn’t buy us much.

One night while we sat around in my parents’ living room discussing my mother’s latest appointment details and debating the reality of the recurrence, she sat upright in her chair and announced, “I know my cancer is back. I’m just like Elizabeth Edwards.”

She was almost proud of this special bond of allegiance she felt with Elizabeth.

You’re really not like her, I was tempted to respond. You are twenty years older than she is. Your situation is not the same. But of course I could not say that. I could not strip her of her badge.

That discussion was in October. By the beginning of March, my mother was gone.

We all kept hoping Elizabeth would have a better outcome. Granted, she lasted a couple more years, but ultimately her cancer metastasized to her liver and she, too, died due to liver failure, just like my mother.

Then came my own breast cancer diagnosis, and I more fully understood the bond my mother felt with Elizabeth and others like her.

Suddenly, Elizabeth, my mother and I were the same, along with so many others — linked together by cancer. Most of us in this “cancer club” were profoundly impacted by Elizabeth’s passing.

Every loss to this disease feels personal somehow, but Elizabeth’s death was especially heartfelt perhaps because she was someone who used her position to speak eloquently about life and death for the rest of us. She understood us. She was one of us.

Thinking about these things after hearing Elizabeth died away brought back painful memories for me. I thought about what both of our families have been through and the road that lies ahead for them, especially the young children. It hasn’t been easy and the future won’t be either.

I also thought about why women (and men) all across the country came to care about Elizabeth Edwards. Usually the “rest of us” are just envious of the wealthy and famous. We don’t really relate to them much on a personal level.

Something about Elizabeth was different.

Was it because of her life’s hardships the rest of felt such empathy? Was it because of the death of her son, Wade? Was it because she struggled with her weight and we secretly liked that? Was it because of the cancer, or her husband’s infidelities?

Perhaps it was more than these things.

Elizabeth Edwards seemed to truly care about people and made the conscious decision every single day after her son died to choose to live her life a certain way. She made the choice to lead the kind of life that would bring honor to her son’s memory.

She chose to do the same after her breast cancer diagnosis and when her marital problems became public knowledge as well. She made the effort to follow the “high road,” which sounds like a simplistic cliché, but perhaps that’s why people cared so much for her.

People admired the way she chose to live, especially in times of extreme adversity. Perhaps we all envisioned ourselves making tough choices in our lives with as much grace and dignity as she displayed in hers. Maybe we could be like her, or at least try to be.

I guess it’s true; one’s character comes out in the tough times, not so much when things are going smoothly. That’s what inspiration is all about.

Elizabeth Edwards inspired us to be better people. That’s why she will be missed by many, most of whom never even really “knew” her; people like my mother and me.

That’s quite a legacy.

What are your thoughts on the life/death of Elizabeth Edwards?

Elizabeth Edwards - my connection #breastcancer #mbc #grief


Linda C Boberg

Wednesday 15th of December 2021

I think many of us want to know why a celebrity died and of what. I just watched an old movie this morning with Ingrid Bergman and asked my husband if he could see what she died of. Cancer, of course. And the co-star killed himself. Does misery like company? It almost seems sick to me that we are all so curious. I can't get through a conversation with my mother-in-law without hearing about who died and how. It's morbidly fascinating.

Leslie Gotlieb

Tuesday 9th of December 2014

Hello Nancy, I met Elizabeth Edwards at a book event. She spoke beautifully about her life. We all wished she was running for president! My mom of course shared that I had breast cancer so when she signed my book she wrote " To Leslie, a sister with affection." Now with my mets diagnosis in June that rings even more true. Thank you for reprinting this.


Tuesday 9th of December 2014

Leslie, I think lots of people probably wished she had been the one running for president. How she signed your book exemplifies this sisterhood pretty well doesn't it? Thank you for sharing about that. I'm glad you read this post and took time to comment.


Tuesday 9th of December 2014

I, too, have identified with Elizabeth Edwards since her diagnosis. When she announced she had been diagnosed with breast cancer, I had just begun chemo for my stage III breast cancer. Elizabeth & I also were both military brats, claimed North Carolina as "home" although we lived in many different places around the world, and we both graduated from the University of North Carolina.

So I followed the course of her treatment pretty closely & felt especially emotional when she announced that her cancer had metastasized. At least in the public eye, she handed her cancer with grace and dignity. I suspect that she was much the same in private as well.

When she died, I had to resist that feeling that my cancer would be "just like hers." I kept reminding myself that we are all individuals, and that each cancer is individual in our body. It's now been 10+ years of survivorship for me - with Elizabeth's grace leading my way.

Rest in peace, Elizabeth, you were an inspiration to all of us.


Tuesday 9th of December 2014

Shari, Thank you for your heart-felt comment. I have to remind myself periodically of the fact that my cancer is not like my mother's, or like Elizabeth's or like anyone else's, so I totally get where you're coming from. I'm glad you're doing well. And yes, RIP, Elizabeth.


Saturday 7th of December 2013

Nancy, I was not yet on the blogging circuit when you first published this post, so this is the first I am reading it.

I, too, remember the day Elizabeth Edwards died because it was the same day my father died (though he passed 3 years before she did). The other odd thing about the timing of EE's death was that I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer one day later.

I was still very much in denial that the biopsy results I was patiently waiting for that week back in 2010; and when I heard Elizabeth passed, it sent a shiver down my spine; I felt my stomach drop and my breath stop for a moment too. Then the next day, the shoe dropped for me.

Lots of emotions swirling around this date, between EE, my dad, and me. Thanks for rerunning this post.


Saturday 7th of December 2013

Renn, Oh my gosh, that's a lot of memories you're contending with right about now. I'm sorry you have such things to deal with. Lots of emotions swirling around this date for you for sure. Elizabeth Edwards will always bring back so many memories for me...Thinking of you, Renn. Big hugs to you and thanks so much for reading and commenting on this oldie.


Saturday 7th of December 2013

I loved this post. It is so very, very relevant.


Saturday 7th of December 2013

Scorchy, Thanks for saying that. It means a lot to me for many reasons. Sometimes it's hard to know if it's appropriate to re-share these old posts, but then again, why not? I appreciate your feedback more than you realize.

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